Monday, April 7, 2008

Not There Yet!

Do you ever feel like you're so close to something, but at the same time you know you're so very far away? I think this thought enters my mind at least once a day. Somehow in everything I do this feeling seems to relate to everything thats going on! For instance, a simple one would be these dumb coupon books I have to sell!! I've sold 18!!! Yay me, but I have to get to 40!! Kill me now!! Or how about a more serious one....moving out and being on my own. With senior year sneaking up on me, that day I once thought would never come, is closer than ever!! But still....I have so much to learn and so much I still have to get through before it finally happens!! I won't go into detail but there's a certain situation I've dealt with for a while now that, at times, seems like it might finally come to an end....but then of course it doesn't! With everyday that passes, I have come to the realization that I'm growing up and turning into my own person. It's hard!! It's scary!!! It makes me feel sick! I'm so ready to be on my own and make my own decisions, but at the same time I know I have a long way to go before I have that freedom!!! Man I hate being a teenager!!!

Britt

2 comments:

Ricky Morris said...

Enjoy your teenage years. They will be over before you know it and then you will wish for them back. Growth comes through trial. Learn from every situation and trust God to lead you in His will and plan for your life.

Andy said...

dude i know how u feel sometimes when u just want to like say hey mom dad can i live with u for the rest of my life but u cant that sucks.